I had been ruminating over it, when I finally got the message.
I was watching the reality show "Ruby" on Netflix and when she got stuck her therapist said "The definition of insanity is doing the same thing, but expecting different results." She suggested that Ruby choose five things in her life to change.
I'm not sure what I'm going to do differently yet. I did get my writing group to change to Tuesday instead of today, so I can get myself back to Weight Watchers, and I'm going to kick back into gear with the program. I also need to sit down and figure out how I spend my time and get more writing and researching in. So I guess I know what I'm going to do differently, I just don't know what it looks like yet.
Here's my new Editor's Letter. For those of you who receive it in the mail, it's a spoiler alert. Or you can just read it twice: